Rabu, 23 Mei 2018

Have you ever wonder? Pt.2

Part 1: https://chrischriswija.blogspot.com/2018/04/have-you-ever-wonder.html
                    Do you really know the truth about yourself?

Real story happen:
                    Mimi came from a very poor family and was unwanted by all her family and throw her outside with some old clothes to cover her. Everybody in her family said that she is an "illegitimate child", her mother didn't know what to do and met a lawyer who was willing to take care of her. At that time, the lawyer had 2 sons and couldn't take care of Mimi well, so Mr lawyer called his friends to gather and discuss who would like to take care of her. Most people wanted to take care of her, but Mr lawyer decided to give Mimi to his best friend's wife, a successful businesswoman (let's just call her Mrs R). Mrs R accepted Mimi and persuade her family to accept Mimi's existence, but Mrs R's eldest brother denied and left.

                     All years had past, Mimi met Mr lawyer on her 4th birthday. She enjoyed her childhood with her unrelated cousins and secrets hidden by her family. She was a sweet innocent girl, knew nothing that matters, but bad lucks did happen to her all the times. Most of it was because of her uncle's accusation and keep bad-mouthing her, also if she did a little mistake, she got hit by her mother, Mrs R. Mrs R is a very temperamental and hot-headed woman, she wants to be the best of the best from all people around her, so that noone would dare to look down upon her. On the other hand, Mimi loves the people around her no matter what race or religion they are, she respect everybody. She doesn't care if they had hurt her feelings, but she always put a happy smile for them. All her gadgets, hobbies and friendships are controlled by Mrs R, she feels a lot of pressure around her mother, that is why she always fall sick without anybody notice her. She never care about her health, all she think is to make everyone smile, but her mother and uncle always call her "the Unlucky Child". She was forced to quit her university studies and worked for her. She was doing all the work, house chores and teaching her younger brother alone (no maids, no tutor, no staff). Everytime, she had to stay up late and wake up early. Well, I think people do face unlucky situation, but not to blame the child for bringing them the unwanted situation. Mimi suffered from squatting too long, too much pressure and work, also she never eat her meal on time. When she had a fever, she suffered a lot, but never want to let anybody know her weak side. She followed what Mrs.R want and never knew something would had happen. She was forced to be engaged to someone who she didn't recognized, just to build a business relationship. She felt the atmosphere was so heavy and couldn't help to face the truth. At those times, her headache always come to her which made her eyes blurry and dizzy. She couldn't help facing what she had to do by forcing herself.

                   On the 4th day of CNY, She ran away from home to her and went to Mr Lawyer. She was told all the truth which they had been keeping a secret from her. Her real name, everything about her. Mrs.R was making all up as fake identity, so noone can take her away. At the same time, her ear was infected badly and had to operate, which cause her to hurt a little from her hearing. She wouldn't dare to continue composing her songs, since she lose her motivation to do it. She decided to keep her mind busy and think how to break off her forced engagement. She never thought she could live, when she had her extreme diet with Mrs.R, which almost lead her to death (at that time, she fainted for not eating for 2 days and wasn't breathing). She always had a thought which feels like Mrs.R cursed her "If I had a stroke, you will be blame for my death by everyone and they will hate you for life". She couldn't stop thinking, even she worked so hard to keep her mind busy. She is blamed for spreading the fake rumors, while she just kept quiet about everything.

                  She has a stable job and teach tutor now, although people think that she is happy, but she still can't stop thinking about Mrs.R words, which always hurt and scare her. She also blame herself for not being with her friend, who had past away. She may look happy and tough, but she really need someone who she can trust the most. Let's just pray that everything will go well and nothing bad comes.