Memories of You and Me

Your smile, my hug
Are ingredients to happiness
Wonderful just like how coffee matches its companion
You lean on my shoulder
The warmest heart
You said that I’m your safe harbour

Your mischief, my teasing
Slightly upturned corners of our mouths
Your mischievous smile makes my heartbeat race
You asked me who I will rank first in my heart
Without hesitation, I point to you

Love is a relay, the passing on of happiness
Sweetness anytime and anywhere
One-to-one, just me and you, you and me
While chasing you, not forgetting to cheer you on
The reward at the end is a happy ending

The magnetic attraction of love lets two hearts be stuck together
Even if a thousand metres apart, love does not leave
Meticulously giving a romantic portrayal of this romance movie
Singing the theme song of happiness hand in hand

Love is a relay, the chemistry between us
I’ll carefully put it at the bottom of my heart
I will treasure loving you
For you, I chase away dark clouds
For you, I shield you from wind and rain
You must believe that I’m your only one

Love is a relay, the passing on of happiness
Maintaining the sweetness it should have
One-to-one, just me and you, you and me
While chasing you, not forgetting to cheer you on
It’s a happy ending, let me run to you

The happy ending is me and you

Global Army Song 2018

We'll be Fine

By：Gracie Ranan

[LYRICS]

It's been a long day

And you've done your part

Exhale all the problems

It’s okay to fall short sometimes

While the pain chose to stay, have hope

Better days are coming soon, you know

They know

When we say ‘we believe’

I know we’re stronger when together

When we say ‘we will fight’

I know this bond will last forever

And no such arguments or fights will ever tear us apart

We made a promise, we made a vow to reach the sky

And if I have you and them by my side

I’ll be fine

I'll be fine

When people doubt us, yet we’ve tried our best

The sacrifice we make, good days will come

I hope it’s not too late

Believe in me who’ll always trust in you

I know the world is harsh, bit I do love you

And they do too

When we say ‘we believe

I know we’re stronger when together

When we say ‘we will fight’

I know this bond will last forever

And no such arguments or fights will ever tear us apart

We made a promise, we made a vow to reach the sky

And if I have you and them by my side

I’ll be fine

I’ll be fine

There’ll be more desert to face

But the sea that chose to stay is you

When we say ‘we believe’

We’re happy as long as we stay together

When we say ‘we will fight’

We see the highs and lows together

And so such hate or harm and bullets will take us down

We made this promise, we made this vow to stand by you

I’ll be forever loving you

And so such hate or harm and bullets will take us down

We made this promise, we made this vow to stand by you

With every heartbeat and breath with you

We’ll be fine…

Have you ever wonder? Pt.2

Part 1: https://chrischriswija.blogspot.com/2018/04/have-you-ever-wonder.html
                    Do you really know the truth about yourself?

Real story happen:
                    Mimi came from a very poor family and was unwanted by all her family and throw her outside with some old clothes to cover her. Everybody in her family said that she is an "illegitimate child", her mother didn't know what to do and met a lawyer who was willing to take care of her. At that time, the lawyer had 2 sons and couldn't take care of Mimi well, so Mr lawyer called his friends to gather and discuss who would like to take care of her. Most people wanted to take care of her, but Mr lawyer decided to give Mimi to his best friend's wife, a successful businesswoman (let's just call her Mrs R). Mrs R accepted Mimi and persuade her family to accept Mimi's existence, but Mrs R's eldest brother denied and left.

                     All years had past, Mimi met Mr lawyer on her 4th birthday. She enjoyed her childhood with her unrelated cousins and secrets hidden by her family. She was a sweet innocent girl, knew nothing that matters, but bad lucks did happen to her all the times. Most of it was because of her uncle's accusation and keep bad-mouthing her, also if she did a little mistake, she got hit by her mother, Mrs R. Mrs R is a very temperamental and hot-headed woman, she wants to be the best of the best from all people around her, so that noone would dare to look down upon her. On the other hand, Mimi loves the people around her no matter what race or religion they are, she respect everybody. She doesn't care if they had hurt her feelings, but she always put a happy smile for them. All her gadgets, hobbies and friendships are controlled by Mrs R, she feels a lot of pressure around her mother, that is why she always fall sick without anybody notice her. She never care about her health, all she think is to make everyone smile, but her mother and uncle always call her "the Unlucky Child". She was forced to quit her university studies and worked for her. She was doing all the work, house chores and teaching her younger brother alone (no maids, no tutor, no staff). Everytime, she had to stay up late and wake up early. Well, I think people do face unlucky situation, but not to blame the child for bringing them the unwanted situation. Mimi suffered from squatting too long, too much pressure and work, also she never eat her meal on time. When she had a fever, she suffered a lot, but never want to let anybody know her weak side. She followed what Mrs.R want and never knew something would had happen. She was forced to be engaged to someone who she didn't recognized, just to build a business relationship. She felt the atmosphere was so heavy and couldn't help to face the truth. At those times, her headache always come to her which made her eyes blurry and dizzy. She couldn't help facing what she had to do by forcing herself.

                   On the 4th day of CNY, She ran away from home to her and went to Mr Lawyer. She was told all the truth which they had been keeping a secret from her. Her real name, everything about her. Mrs.R was making all up as fake identity, so noone can take her away. At the same time, her ear was infected badly and had to operate, which cause her to hurt a little from her hearing. She wouldn't dare to continue composing her songs, since she lose her motivation to do it. She decided to keep her mind busy and think how to break off her forced engagement. She never thought she could live, when she had her extreme diet with Mrs.R, which almost lead her to death (at that time, she fainted for not eating for 2 days and wasn't breathing). She always had a thought which feels like Mrs.R cursed her "If I had a stroke, you will be blame for my death by everyone and they will hate you for life". She couldn't stop thinking, even she worked so hard to keep her mind busy. She is blamed for spreading the fake rumors, while she just kept quiet about everything.

                  She has a stable job and teach tutor now, although people think that she is happy, but she still can't stop thinking about Mrs.R words, which always hurt and scare her. She also blame herself for not being with her friend, who had past away. She may look happy and tough, but she really need someone who she can trust the most. Let's just pray that everything will go well and nothing bad comes.

Have You Ever Wonder?

Have you ever wonder, to be in a position which a person just standing behind the scene and sacrifice a lot of things? Well, I know one of them. Would you like to know her story?

         There is a girl, her name is Mimi. She is a caring and hardworking but timid, more to be an introvert type of person. She always try her best for her parents, but they never listen to what she wished for. Ever since she was a kid, she kept silent and try to be brave like her schoolmates, but nothing works on her. All she got was being bullied and left alone.
          When she was in Junior High School, she always wish to hang out with her friends, but her parents wouldn't allow her. Said that hanging out is just a waste of time, better study at home and practice your piano lessons. She also got hit by her parents because of a small mistake which she didn't do it on purpose. Poor her... She never had a chance to have more friends and experiences. Since then, she always hate her parents, but she couldn't say it. Although her friends had convinced her to tell the police, she couldn't do it. Until she entered Senior High School, she was told by some stranger that she wasn't their biological daughter, everything was clear to her understanding.
          She ignored her parents and her younger brother, but she couldn't help it when they were on trouble. She cried every night and tried to reflect on everything she had been through for years. She always receive an abusement from her parents, slowly she also realized that she never look like anyone. All she could think of was 'Who's child am I?' On her second year of Senior High School, her mother asked her for a strict diet. She couldn't eat and drink any of her favorites, or else she would get beaten. She did her strict diet on Christmas holiday, until she really forgot to drink her vitamins. She felt that the world had gone dark and wished that she would never come back.
          When she woke up, it was around 2 PM, the maids were crying and other workers looked pale from shocking. She was told that, she lose her conciousness for quite a few hours, which everyone thinks that she was dead. Her mother seems fine, no worries written on her face, act as a high mighty person as always. Blaming her for every single detailed mistake, nothing more or less, quite sadist too. 2 years had past, she started to join the University, but under her parent's condition 'No Organization'. She felt down and had to sacrifice herself again for them, but she still put up the spirit because there were new people trying to be her friends. Until she entered second year of university, she had to quit, leaving all her studies and friends behind. That hurts her a lot, because she only gain courage from looking at her friends high spirit, and yet it ended badly. She had to help out at the Seminar for the whole week, on the last day, she fainted and had a high fever. Everyone seems worried about her condition, although she was always with her neighbour together.
           These days, I haven't been in contact with her again after hearing her story. Seems that her body has weakened. I can only hope her for the best she can do. Nobody ever knew her painful and sacrifices, only receiving her support and goes on. She never say a word or complain about anything she has been done. Isn't it great to have this kind of friend? Remember, nobody is perfect, flaw always happen to everyone. Don't underestimate other people's mind, because they have work so hard to help and understand other people's feelings.

Part 2:
http://chrischriswija.blogspot.com/2018/05/have-you-ever-wonder.html